[00:00.27]if you only knew (Explicit) - Alexander Stewart/Roland Spreckley/Adam Yaron
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[00:01.66]Composed by：Alexander Stewart/Roland Spreckley/Adam Yaron
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[00:02.68]Produced by：Adam Yaron
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[00:14.67]I've been tryin' so hard to survive
[00:18.42]我艰难捱日
[00:18.42]Sometimes I think that I wanna die
[00:22.07]有时我想要死去
[00:22.07]I feel so ******* guilty 'cause God I'm so lucky to live my life
[00:29.50]但我深感罪孽 因为我得此幸运才能蒙获上帝恩赐性命
[00:29.50]So I keep all the pain to myself
[00:33.38]所以我吞下所有悲痛
[00:33.38]Losin' faith but nobody can tell
[00:37.18]我已失去信念 但无人可以诉说
[00:37.18]Mom I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
[00:41.13]妈妈 我不想叫你担忧 如此我只会为你心伤
[00:41.13]So I pretend I'm fine
[00:44.25]所以我假装我一切无恙
[00:44.25]If you only knew
[00:46.49]如果你知道
[00:46.49]What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[00:50.20]我脑海中的声音怂恿我去做的事
[00:50.20]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[00:53.99]今夜我酩酊大醉 独自待在房间里
[00:53.99]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh
[00:59.00]我悲切得无法哭泣 全都是真的
[00:59.00]If you only knew
[01:01.59]如果你能知道
[01:01.59]All the **** my brain is puttin' me through
[01:05.29]我的大脑让我痛苦不已
[01:05.29]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
[01:08.98]今夜你会径直来到我的房间
[01:08.98]I'm sorry but I need you oh
[01:14.12]我很抱歉 但我真的需要你
[01:14.12]If you only knew
[01:16.87]如果你知道
[01:16.87]I wish I was somebody else
[01:20.39]我希望我是别人而非我自己
[01:20.39]I'm constantly overwhelmed
[01:24.15]悲伤淹没了我
[01:24.15]Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
[01:27.81]现在我又一次和朋友们醉倒
[01:27.81]It's a silent cry for help
[01:31.06]我在无声喊叫 期望你能救救我
[01:31.06]I wanna get better I want you to know
[01:34.96]我想要变得更好 我想要你知道
[01:34.96]That I can't do this on my own
[01:38.54]我自己一个人无法做到
[01:38.54]If you only knew
[01:40.88]如果你知道
[01:40.88]What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[01:44.59]我脑海中的声音怂恿我去做的事
[01:44.59]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[01:48.38]今夜我酩酊大醉 独自待在房间里
[01:48.38]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh
[01:53.35]我悲切得无法哭泣 这是真的
[01:53.35]If you only knew
[01:55.81]如果你知道
[01:55.81]All the **** my brain is puttin' me through
[01:59.67]我的大脑让我痛苦不已
[01:59.67]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
[02:03.35]今夜你会径直来到我的房间
[02:03.35]I'm sorry but I need you oh
[02:08.19]我很抱歉 但我真的需要你
[02:08.19]Take me out of this hell
[02:11.44]带我走出这个地狱
[02:11.44]Oh somebody help
[02:15.62]来救救我
[02:15.62]Take me out of this hell
[02:18.79]带我走出这个地狱
[02:18.79]Oh I'm not myself
[02:23.95]我已迷失自我
[02:23.95]I wanna tell you
[02:25.90]我想要告诉你
[02:25.90]What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[02:29.59]我脑海中的声音怂恿我去做的事
[02:29.59]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[02:33.25]今夜我酩酊大醉 独自待在房间里
[02:33.25]I'm too sad to cry but I want to
[02:37.59]我悲切得无法哭泣 但是我想你知道
[02:37.59]Oh if you only knew
[02:42.06]如果你能知道